What Kind of ParadiseReview posted May 12, 2026.
Books on Tape, 2025. 11 hours, 42 minutes.
Review written April 27, 2026, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review
2026 Alex Award Winner
Here's another eaudiobook I only placed on hold because it won an Alex Award. These are given every year to ten books published for adults that are of interest to teens. I almost took this one off my holds list, because the cover didn't stand out. I couldn't figure out what the picture was even depicting. (Now I think it's supposed to have a crack as on an old photo - just of a wilderness, with a lake, forest, and mountains.)
Once I started listening, though - I was mesmerized.
As the book opens, we have an adult woman who's been tracked down by a reporter after changing her name because her father has been recently in the news. The reporter asks for an exclusive interview, but the woman refuses and tells the listener it would take much more than a magazine article to understand - and then she gives us the book version.
Jane and her father lived on their own land off the grid in Montana starting in 1982 when she was four years old. He tells her that her mother died in a car accident, and he had to get away, but doesn't tell her much more about her mother. Her father has home schooled her, reading philosophy and learning calculus, and he's taught her how technology rots the brains of people out there and will bring about the end of civilization. He publishes a zine to spread his views to others, and every few months they go into Bozeman to drop some off at the bookstore there. But readership of his zines is falling off, and in the 90s, the bookstore wants to make room for a tech section.
By this time, Jane is a teen, and getting more and more curious about the outside world. So when her father brings home an old computer and wants Jane to make a website to publish his manifesto against technology, she learns how to do it - but also how to access the internet when her father is gone on one of his mysterious trips.
Jane's curiosity also extends to her mother. She finds an old photo of her with her mother - but the name of the baby written on the back is not Jane. Was everything her father told her about her past a lie? Her father let slip that they were in Silicon Valley, so she wants to figure out a way to leave, go to Silicon Valley, and find out if her mother is still alive.
I don't want to give away too much. Even all that I described, which is only the beginning of the book, is full of tension as we watch Jane put together that something's wrong. When she talks her father into taking her with him on one of his trips so she can escape - well, she does escape, but she's also an accomplice to a crime.
After that, Jane makes it to Silicon Valley and gets a low-level job with an up-and-coming tech firm. She tries to navigate this new world, find out who she is and if her mother is alive, and at least keep herself from going to jail. Or should she turn her father in?
Another engaging aspect of the book is that tech futurists in the 90s are talking about how we will eventually be able to hold computers in the palm of our hands and how artificial intelligence will be the ruin of us all. You can't help but think they might be right.
The entire novel had me tense from start to finish, but at the same time, my heart was with Jane trying to navigate adulthood after her extremely unusual childhood. Absolutely brilliant writing, this book is a treat.