My pandemic project was writing a book about Psalms, and now the main work of writing it is finished.
The book is about looking at the ten types of Psalms and using them as patterns for writing out own psalms.
If I eventually get the book published, I want to have a website where people can post their own psalms to share with others who have read the book.
For now, this blog post will have to do. People who have read the manuscript form of the book are encouraged to post their psalms in the comments.
And I’ll start it off by writing a simple prayer of thanks for my big life change of 2022, using parallelism.
Thanks for a Blessed Year
Lord, this year unexpectedly a dream came true,
I was surprised with a second chance at a job I’d long wanted.
I’d wanted the job ever since I found out it existed,
thought it would be cool for about 14 years.
Nine years ago, the job came open
and I watched every week for an announcement,
but it took a year before I could apply,
and weeks beyond that before interviews happened.
Then they put applicants through three interviews,
and I was only offered two.
I was so nervous with the in-person interview,
I got a dizzy spell.
It was another half a year before I found out my dream didn’t happen,
and with a young person in the job, I thought it never would.
I didn’t understand, but I made the best of it.
After all, in a branch, my job had more variety.
I liked my coworkers,
and I liked reading to kids.
I spent the time getting better at my job
and finding great joy in it.
Surely it was all for the best,
even though I couldn’t understand?
Then in March last year, I was sitting on an interview panel,
thinking how much better it is to ask the questions than answer,
thinking how much I loved my current job,
thinking how glad I was I’d never have to interview again.
A couple hours later, I learned that my dream job was coming open again,
as the young selector was moving to Utah.
In less than a blink of an eye,
I knew I’d be interviewing for the job,
the dream job I’d always wanted,
that I still wanted with all my heart.
I was afraid the interview would be scary.
I didn’t want another dizzy spell.
I found practice questions and thought through my answers.
I did two practice interviews with others
and countless practice interviews by myself.
The real interview happened about a month later.
(Only a month!)
It was virtual, and two of the three asking questions were already friends.
I got to tell them why this job is right for me.
And I got the job!
And yes, this is the right job for me at the right time.
Looking back, I’m happy about those nine years at Fairfax branch,
that I wouldn’t have had if things had gone how I wanted.
But there are so many things right about doing the job now,
with nine years more experience in the branches.
And Lord, this builds my trust
and fills my heart with joy.
You did grant me my heart’s desire,
at an even better time than when I first wanted it.
I’m amazed and thankful,
and simply going to work gives me joy.
Thank you for this blessing.
Thank you for a dream come true.