Review of An Ugly World for Beautiful Boys, by Rob Costello

An Ugly World for Beautiful Boys

by Rob Costello

Lethe Press, 2025. 376 pages.
Review written May 1, 2025, from an Advance Reader Copy sent to me by the author.

Toby Ryerson is flamboyantly gay in a small town that doesn’t know what to make of him. This book is written as a letter to his dead mother, who died of an overdose when Toby was a little boy. At the time, Toby’s big brother Jimmy put his life on hold to take care of Toby. Now that Toby is seventeen, he’s convinced that Jimmy doesn’t really see him. Toby’s sure he’s just like their mother – destined for meaningless sex with lots of people. Jimmy dreams of sending him to college, but Toby dreams of moving to New York City and becoming part of the party scene.

And then in a gas station convenience store, Dylan, the boy Toby loves and secretly has sex with at the Marsh Trail – he says terrible things about Toby’s dead mother to his tough-guy friends. Toby decides a fitting response is to tell those thugs what he and Dylan have been up to. And when they in turn start beating Toby up, a tall handsome stranger comes to his rescue – but it turns out he’s not such a stranger after all.

And that all starts a chain of events that rapidly gets way out of Toby’s control.

I read this book because the author sent it to me after I loved the anthology he edited, We Mostly Come Out at Night. And I’ll be honest, it’s not a book I would have picked up otherwise. Toby makes a whole lot of bad choices in the course of the book, and the “gritty” description on the cover is apt. It comes to be clear that Toby feels responsible for his mother’s death and many other things as well. So when bad things happen, he feels like that’s what he deserves.

However, Rob Costello is a good writer, and he makes me care deeply about Toby, even while reading about his bad choices. It convicts me, because in real life I might have dismissed Toby as deserving what he got – but by reading his perspective, I understood better how it could happen, I really cared about what was happening, and was super thankful for the appropriately hopeful ending.

Here’s an excerpt from an Author’s Note at the back of the book that explains why this book is important, with all its grit:

Teenagers need and respect truth, even when it’s upsetting. Even when it makes adults uncomfortable. At a time when there are growing calls for censoring even the most innocent of queer books, queer teens urgently need stories that address the specific traumas many of them still face. When we shy away from telling such stories, we reinforce the terrible message of the censors that certain queer experiences are shameful and should be kept hidden. That the queer teens who endure them are problematic and don’t matter.

In this book, Toby deals with homophobia, bullying, outing, sexual predation, and assault. His world includes pervasive alcoholism and substance abuse, promiscuity, homophobic slurs and violence, and even suicide. Toby’s story is not for everyone. Ultimately, however, he discovers his inner strength, leading him to a place of family and forgivenss, self-respect and love. He learns that it’s never too late for hope. He finds his way.

This is a book for readers who need it, and who need it for that classic reason: to know they are not alone. I want those readers to draw their own strength from Toby’s story. I want to say to them, “I see you. I love you. I honor your struggle, and I know that you will find your way.”

Even though I would have said this story wasn’t for me, I feel the richer for having read it, more empathetic, and more caring about lives very different from mine – lives full of value.

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Review of Imposter Syndrome and Other Confessions of Alejandra Kim, by Patricia Park

Imposter Syndrome

and Other Confessions of Alejandra Kim

by Patricia Park

Crown, 2023. 294 pages.
Review written March 4, 2023, from a library book
Starred Review

Well, today I learned a lesson that I also learned when I was on the Newbery: Read the author bio *first*!

Here’s the thing: I’m on the Morris Award Committee this year. Our mission is to find the best Young Adult Debut book of the year. The trouble is, our definition of “debut” is different from the publishing industry’s definition of “debut.” It can’t be just an author’s first young adult book — it has to be their very first published book.

So, I was reading this book on a Saturday off, and I’d turned down an invitation so I could spend my day at home reading. I was three-fourths of the way through and was thinking that the book is excellent and might be worth nominating for the award (This means the entire committee will read it.), and then I glanced at the author’s bio on the back flap and read the words, “and the author of the acclaimed adult novel Re Jane.” Oops!

But my time wasn’t wasted — this was an excellent book, and I thoroughly enjoyed it, and, yes, I finished it. And now, since it’s not eligible for the Morris Award, I can tell you about it.

The narrator catches your attention with her opening paragraph:

When you have a name like Alejandra Kim, teachers always stare at you like you’re a typo on the attendance sheet. Each school year, without fail, they look at my face and the roster and back again, like they can’t compute my super-Korean face and my super-Spanish first name. Multiply that by eight different teachers for eight periods a day, and boom: welcome to my life at Quaker Oats Prep.

We learn in her “Origin Story” first chapter that Alejandra was born in America, but both her parents were born in Argentina, and all of their parents were born in Korea. So she’s from Latinx culture, with Korean appearance.

She’s a scholarship student and a senior at a Quaker-sponsored prep school. Her father died eight months ago, and her mother is working extra jobs to help pay 10% of Alejandra’s tuition. Now that she’s a senior, Ally just wants to get into a good college (she has one in mind) and get away from New York City.

Then a big name author comes to teach their Creative Writing class, and when he sees Alejandra’s name, makes a veiled racist comment. Later, when Ally’s best friend hears about it, she takes up her friend’s cause — without asking Ally — and makes a big issue out of it.

Meanwhile, her best friend in the neighborhood has returned from visiting his grandmother in the Dominican Republic — and he has somehow gotten much more attractive while he was gone. But Ally keeps her two worlds apart and doesn’t know how much to tell him about what she’s dealing with at school.

None of that sounds as interesting when I summarize it as it did when I was reading it. If you like books about contemporary teens at all, this one pulls you into the story of an Argentine Korean American who’s missing her dad, and thinking about how she wants her life to go beyond high school in a world that doesn’t know what to make of her.

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Review of Himawari House, by Harmony Becker

Himawari House

by Harmony Becker

First Second, 2021. 380 pages.
Review written February 26, 2023, from a library book
2023 Asian/Pacific American Youth Literature Award Winner

This graphic novel was creator by the illustrator of George Takei’s graphic memoir, They Called Us Enemy. It’s about three Asian girls in Japan from other countries, staying in a home called Himawari House.

As the book opens, we follow Nao, who was born in Japan, but grew up in the United States. She doesn’t remember much about Japan, especially not the language, but it’s the background for her dreams, and she decided to spend a year in Japan after high school, before going to college.

She learns that her housemates are from Korea and Singapore. As the book goes on, we learn what things in their past made them decide to come to Japan. At the start, Nao is simply overjoyed that they both speak English. And there are also two boys living in Himawari House. One of them seems rude, but maybe he’s just shy because he doesn’t speak English very well?

This story has a lot of depth to it. I liked the way the author put in Japanese characters along with English in the speech bubbles when they were speaking in Japanese — or didn’t put the English where Nao didn’t understand the Japanese.

Taken all together, the book gives the feeling of the challenges of living where you don’t speak the language, as well as bonds that form and deep moments of connection. I thought the graphic novel format with speech bubbles in different languages was extra effective for this story.

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Review of Holy Terrors, by Margaret Owen, read by Saskia Maarleveld

Holy Terrors

by Margaret Owen
read by Saskia Maarleveld

Macmillan Audio, 2025. 16 hours, 15 minutes.
Review written April 11, 2025, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review

I’ve said how much I like the recent trend of duologies – but this trilogy conclusion to the story begun in Little Thieves reminds me just how grand and wonderful a trilogy can be. Yes, you definitely need to read these books in order. If you haven’t started yet, do it! You are in for a treat! I want to reread them to freshly appreciate all the nuances built into the story, and if I read the print version (I’ve purchased my own copies.), I know I’ll hear Saskia Maarleveld’s voice in my head – she’s become the voice of these characters I love.

This book opens more than a year after what I thought was a terrible choice Vanya made at the end of the last book. But something fun about this book is that each section begins with a story of what would have happened if Vanya had made a different choice – and the first story told is about that one. Things don’t exactly turn out better.

But in her actual life, Vanya has been living as the Pfennigeist – robbing the rich to help the poor, or at least helping people get justice who are otherwise overlooked and oppressed. She’s dated some men, but is single right now.

And then someone starts murdering powerful people – and leaving Vanya’s calling card behind – a red penny. So of course the prefects come after her. And wouldn’t you know it, Emeric Conrad is the prefect in charge of the investigation – and he’s engaged to be married, to someone Vanya can’t help but like, much to her chagrin.

That’s the beginning. When more deaths happen, it’s obvious Vanya didn’t do them, but she’s starting to gain powers because of what the people believe about the Pfennigeist. And when the actual assassin begins stopping time to carry out their murders, it doesn’t work on Vanya because of her time as a child with her godmothers, Fortune and Death. So Vanya becomes an important part of the investigation as Electors gather to choose a new Emperor – but more and more keep dying.

The book continues to explore past choices Vanya has made – so you really do need to have read the earlier books (You’ll be glad you did!). And those books also laid the groundwork for how low gods gain power from what people believe about them.

The final crisis is a bit confusing, because besides magic, gods, and time manipulation, alternate universes are involved (and the different lives Vanya would have had with different choices). I’ll be honest – Normally that would have been a dealbreaker for me, but I’m too crazy about this series to let that stop me here – I just want to read it again. And it turns out, that all helped to explore questions about identity and how that’s affected by our choices, and what it takes to make a great relationship, too.

I was also delighted with characters coming back that I loved, and not as delighted about several coming back whom I’d hated – but that history added all the more power to the story.

And it all reminds me how truly great a trilogy can be.

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Review of Kings of B’More, by R. Eric Thomas

Kings of B’More

by R. Eric Thomas
read by Torian Brackett

Listening Library, 2022. 9 hours, 58 minutes.
Review written January 25, 2023, from a library eaudiobook.
2023 Stonewall Honor Book

Kings of B’More is a story of two friends on an adventure. Harrison and Linus are two black gay boys, who’ve just spent every day together in the summer before their junior year of high school. And then Linus tells Harrison that he and his dad are moving from Baltimore to North Carolina on the very next weekend.

Harrison is devastated. It’s not a friendship he wants to lose. When his father chooses “Ferris Bueller’s Day Off” for Family Movie Night, Harrison gets an idea. He’ll plan a Ferris Day for Linus! They’ll take off from their jobs and go off and have an adventure, doing things that scare them and things they’ve always wanted to do. It will be a grand gesture that will make sure Linus doesn’t forget him and cement their friendship forever.

Of course, there’s a catch. Both Harrison’s and Linus’s parents use an app that tracks their movements. So they’re going to need someone to take their phones as a decoy to the places where they’d normally spend the day. They find an app and an old ipad to use in place of phones.

Harrison makes elaborate plans and sets his heart on making Ferris Day a grand success. Of course, it turns out that his plans start going awry from the very beginning. But could it be that the adventure turns out even better than he’d planned?

This is a refreshingly lovely story of friendship. Oh, and it made me resurrect my intention of visiting the Museum of African American History in Washington, DC, which I’d put aside when the pandemic started. I did enjoy the way the book is grounded in real places, even if I only recognized the DC ones.

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Review of Girls Like Her, by Melanie Sumrow

Girls Like Her

by Melanie Sumrow
read by January LaVoy

Clarion Books, 2024. 9 hours, 4 minutes.
Review written April 2, 2025, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review
2025 Odyssey Award Honor Audiobook

Wow. Odyssey Award Honorees are always worth listening to. Every time. This one had me riveted from the moment it started.

It starts off telling about a prominent citizen who’s been murdered. And that police have arrested a suspect. Then we meet the 15-year-old girl who killed him, already in juvenile hall for months, meeting with a new social worker before a hearing where the prosecution wants to have her tried as an adult.

The prosecution gets its way in that hearing, so Ruby is moved to a women’s jail. And she knows that if she doesn’t win her case, she will be in prison for life. The book uses multiple formats to tell the story – some news clippings (with a news show sound effect), some court transcripts from her trial, some notes from the social worker, some letters Ruby writes to a friend on the outside, but the bulk of the book is Ruby’s meetings with Cadence, the social worker, as she tries to get Ruby to open up and tell her story.

And it’s a hard story. Ruby was kicked out by her mother when she was 13. She fell in with someone she thought loved her (still thinking that in prison), but was sex trafficked by him. (I don’t think I’m giving too much away here. The reader/listener has the idea much sooner than Ruby does.) But we don’t find out what happened the day of the murder until the end of the book.

The production quality of this audiobook is excellent, with plenty of sound effects to give you cues about the different types of material used. The narrator’s voice adjusts to the different materials and speakers so much I thought there was more than one person reading until I looked it up at the end.

It’s a powerful story, but sad. The author has worked as a lawyer, so it all has the ring of truth, and she has listed some resources at the back. May our justice system do better for girls like her.

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Review of Scattered Showers, by Rainbow Rowell

Scattered Showers

by Rainbow Rowell

Wednesday Books, 2022. 282 pages.
Review written January 15, 2023, from a library book

Rainbow Rowell is exceptionally good at quirky romances.

And that’s what this book is full of — short stories featuring quirky romances. The stories are indeed short, but they pull you in and make you root for the couple, each with their own obstacles to romance.

My favorites were the ones at the beginning of the book, self-contained sweet stories. Later, she included characters from her books Fangirl, Attachments, and the Simon Snow trilogy. I probably would have enjoyed those more if I’d read the books.

The first story is about friends who are always together at midnight on New Year’s Eve — and simply tells what happens each successive midnight. Another story I enjoyed takes place in a college dorm, with a girl listening to breakup music over and over. The guy who lives underneath her starts giving her mixtapes of music he likes better, and it turns out she does, too.

What they all have in common is the stories are quirky and feel so individual they seem like there must be real people like this.

These stories made me smile.

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Review of Most Ardently, by Gabe Cole Novoa, read by Harrison Knights

Most Ardently

A Pride and Prejudice Remix

by Gabe Cole Novoa
read by Harrison Knights

Macmillan Young Listeners, 2024. 7 hours, 30 minutes.
Review written March 1, 2025, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review
2025 Stonewall Honor Book, Young Adult Literature

I have long loved Pride and Prejudice variants and everything related to Jane Austen. I even have a webpage devoted to reviews of such books – my Austenalia page.

I found this version of Pride and Prejudice completely delightful. The big switch? The second child in the Bennet family is actually a transgender boy named Oliver.

The scenes in the novel play out as Oliver is beginning to live as himself and stop pretending to be a girl named Elizabeth. His father is understanding and affirming, but he shudders at the thought of letting his mother know. And Oliver encounters Mr. Bingley and Mr. Darcy both when dressed as himself and when pretending to be a woman. It turns out that Mr. Darcy fancies men, but when appearing as Elizabeth, Oliver can’t let on that he knows that.

There were a couple of odd changes – Longbourne and Netherfield were much closer to London, for starters, as was, apparently, Pemberley and Hunsford. That did help the story speed up – this version got in most of the major scenes, but it was much shorter than the original novel. We also had Oliver not being much taken with Wickham right from the start – there was much less misunderstanding and later reversal than in the original, but it was kind of fun to watch Wickham try to flirt with Oliver, and Oliver having none of it.

Now, I was a little skeptical of how well most who learned about Oliver handled the news and accepted him as himself in that day and age. The historical note at the end did help me believe it could have happened – and regardless, it did my heart good to read about a young transgender man getting love and support from his family and friends.

All in all, it’s a delightful addition to Austenalia – with a new twist I haven’t seen before. Let me ardently recommend this book.

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Review of A Far Wilder Magic, by Allison Saft

A Far Wilder Magic

by Allison Saft
read by Jesse Vilinsky

Macmillan Young Listeners, 2022. 14 hours, 36 minutes.
Review written December 10, 2022, from a library eaudiobook
Starred Review

A Far Wilder Magic is an atmospheric and amazing young adult fantasy novel about a world slightly removed from ours, but not all that different. It’s not a medieval world, but a country from about a hundred years ago, where alchemy is the road to political accomplishments in the country of New Albion.

Margaret lives alone, cutting wood, doing chores, keeping their manor going while her mother is off on a quest for alchemical supplies. She’s been gone months longer than usual, and Margaret’s not sure if she’s coming back. Then at night she sees the magical white fox, the hala, and knows the Hunt will be coming to her small town.

But first, a young man comes to her isolated manor. He’s looking for an alchemical apprenticeship with her mother, and he won’t take No for an answer. This is Wes’s last chance to get a sponsor and make something of himself. He’s not good at studying, but he does have a talent for alchemy, if someone will give him a chance. He’s a hard person to turn away, however much Margaret doesn’t like him.

And then Margaret realizes that Wes might be her only chance to enter the hunt, kill the hala, and win back her mother’s attention. She is a crack shot, but she needs an alchemist. And Wes needs a chance with her mother, too. So they start an uneasy alliance.

But both Wes and Margaret are outsiders, not welcomed into this New Albion tradition. They first must compete to win their place in the top tier, and even that is fraught with danger.

And yes, we’ve got an enemies-to-lovers plot going on. But it’s skillfully done, as we see deeply into the characters of both Wes and Margaret — both their insecurities and their kind hearts. By the time they come together, we’re completely on their sides. The spell is woven gently and believably, and it all builds to danger and difficult decisions at the time of the Hunt.

Fair warning is there are a couple of fairly intense sex scenes. The skillful building of the romance makes the intensity seem right for this book.

A marvelously woven novel about two teens figuring out what they want out of life and how to get there.

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Review of Bone Weaver, by Aden Polydoros

Bone Weaver

by Aden Polydoros

Inkyard Press, 2022. 428 pages.
Review written November 25, 2022, from my own copy, sent to me by the publisher for Cybils judging
Starred Review

Bone Weaver begins with a girl named Toma sewing back the finger of her sister, Galina. Before long, we realize that Galina is not alive. She’s an undead upyr, and she loses body parts if she’s not careful. But when Toma sews them back, using patterns from her mother’s rushnyk, an embroidered cloth she left with Toma — the parts heal back as if they were never lost.

And Toma quickly gets another chance to use her stitches when she finds an injured man in a downed airship. She drags him home and stitches his wound. He’s horrified by her family of upyri — who have been caring for Toma the last six years since she was left traumatized and alone. But it turns out the rescued man is Mikhail the young tsar — and a usurper named Koschei has stolen his magic.

But then some men in another airship come after the tsar — but find Galina and decide to take her to Koschei to win his favor after losing the tsar. Toma cannot let her sister fall into the hands of someone who experiments with the undead, so she sets out after them in the company of the tsar, who wants to find allies to try to win the country back.

Along the way they see examples of terrible things done by those in power — tsarists and rebels alike. Will Mikhail take those things to heart? Will Toma be able to save her sister?

I happened to be reading this book while I was in the middle of listening to another book that dealt with bringing people back from death. In the other book, it was seen as something that can bring no good thing — not so much in this book, but I lean toward that feeling, that death is something it’s probably best not to mess with, especially bringing people back.

But I did like the way this book played off Russian and Slavic folklore, encountering various undead creatures and Toma seeing the humanity remaining in them.

There’s lots of death and undeath in this story, but it’s a compelling tale about a girl with power and heritage she doesn’t even realize. As she helps others, she comes to understand herself better, deals with her own past trauma, and gets ready to face living people again.

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