Review of My Throat an Open Grave, by Tori Bovalino

My Throat an Open Grave

by Tori Bovalino

Page Street YA, 2024. 301 pages.
Review written December 30, 2024, from a library book.
Starred Review

Based on the cover, not being a horror fan, I honestly didn’t expect to even like this book. I expected I’d give up after about twenty pages, deciding it’s not for me. I did not at all expect to read it avidly and to be sorry I was finished at the end because I loved it. I didn’t expect to recognize shades of my own upbringing in its pages and to have my heart go out to the girl telling the story.

Now, I also don’t like books where religious people are the bad guys – except, well, when they deserve to be. This book portrays a rural village in a forest – where the church is the center of the community and it’s all about purity culture. The girls are given a “Love Waits” ring and told that if they “give themselves” before marriage, they will be broken and worthless.

But they’re also told about the Lord of the Wood. Sometimes he comes into the village and takes babies. And then the villagers send a girl to the Lord of the Wood to get the baby back. Only no babies or girls have ever returned.

And now it’s Leah’s turn. She’s convinced that because she was worn down by her baby brother’s cries and wished for respite – that must be why the Lord of the Wood took him away. And her mother is convinced it’s Leah’s fault, too. So the whole village gathers in the church. Her mother brings her forward, the pastor marks her with a bloody hand print, and together the whole village sends her across the river to the Lord of the Wood.

And then she meets the Lord of the Wood, and he’s not what she expected at all. In fact, that part is what made me love the book. There’s a whole community on the other side of the river. They’re kind, compassionate, and patient with Leah, and she begins to be able to see herself more clearly.

There’s magic in this book, and magic in the Lord of the Wood and the community living in the forest. But it’s not the sinister magic Leah was led to believe in, and the people she meets there win her heart, as well as winning over the reader.

But she also has to reckon with what she learned about her home village. And about herself.

This isn’t so much a book for horror fans as it is a book shining light on the damage that purity culture can do and celebrating self-determination and the beauty of young lives – rising above judgment.

Trust me! It’s a wonderful book!

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Review of We Mostly Come Out at Night, edited by Rob Costello

We Mostly Come Out at Night

15 Queer Tales of Monsters, Angels & Other Creatures

edited by Rob Costello

Running Press Teens (Hachette Book Group), 2024. 364 pages.
Review written December 30, 2024, from a library book.
Starred Review
2024 Cybils Finalist, YA Speculative Fiction

I don’t read a lot of short story collections, because there are too many opportunities to put down the book and move on to something else, but when my fellow Cybils Award panelists had shortlisted this book not long before our discussion was due, I read it all within a couple days, and ended up loving it.

The subtitle tells you what’s going on. We’ve got queer authors writing about magical creatures. In a fun bonus, every story has a “Monster Reflection” afterward, with that author talking about how they feel about monsters.

Something I particularly liked about this anthology was how often the teens featured had been taught to think of themselves as monstrous – and in the story, they get the chance to discover their own beauty. There were a lot of stories where the monsters are the characters you like best.

Here’s a bit from the wonderful Introduction by the editor:

But that’s what stories do. They prepare us to face the unknown. They arm us with possibility. They enable us to apply some semblance of order and meaning to a universe that is otherwise indifferent to our existence. Telling a monster story is a powerful act, not least because such a story gives a shape and limmit to an otherwise amorphous anxiety, making it seem less scary, less immense, less baffling and unconquerable. Stories change our perspective on our own strengths and vulnerabilities. They alter our perception of what threatens us most. They provide us with comfort and reassurance — even in the face of tremendous loss — and in so doing, they offer us the hope that we can conquer our worst fears and take back control of our fate.

There’s a huge amount of variety in this collection. I’m not a monster movie or a monster book fan – but I loved the creativity and insight and imagination in this set of tales. The stories were consistently good, and so many of them get you thinking. I’m proud this is on our Cybils list.

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Review of The Wilderness of Girls, by Madeline Claire Franklin

The Wilderness of Girls

by Madeline Claire Franklin

Zando Young Readers, 2024. 360 pages.
Review written December 7, 2024, from a library book.
Starred Review

This is a story where you’re never quite sure if the magic really happened. I’m going to give the magic the benefit of the doubt and list in in the Paranormal section of my Teen reviews page.

The book opens on the night Eden’s father is arrested for embezzlement. The same night, her stepmother takes off for a tropical resort, and her stepbrother is doing graduate work in Germany – so Eden goes to stay with her Uncle Jimmy in Happy Valley. Even though she hasn’t seen much of Jimmy since her mother died many years ago, since her father kept him away from her.

Eden decides to change her name to Rhi, and adjusts to life in Happy Valley, though she still doesn’t have many friends. But she does some work for the rangers at the wildlife preserve, and one day when she’s walking a trail, she discovers four wild girls accompanied by two wolves – and one of the girls has her leg stuck in a bear trap.

The wolves tell the girls they can trust Rhi before they run off, and Rhi then becomes responsible for getting them help. The girl in the trap would lose her leg if she didn’t, but she feels a bit guilty.

It turns out that the girls have lived in the wilderness for thirteen years, cared for by a man named Mother. They lived in a “castle” – a giant hollow tree. He told them that they were four princesses from another world, Leutheria. And he’d seen a vision that soon after they found their fifth sister, a portal would open to bring them back to Leutheria and save that world.

But after Mother died – not long before Rhi found them – his magic stopped protecting their castle and it toppled. They are not angry with Rhi for taking them from the wild, because they believe she is the fifth princess. And that they’ll all go back to Leutheria together at the next lunar eclipse.

In the process of adjusting to the modern “civilized” world, many things happen to challenge their beliefs in what Mother told them. Was Mother a liar all along? A run-of-the-mill kidnapper? Can his prophecies be trusted? Is the magic real? And through it all, Rhi is walking with the girls, trying to come to terms with her own past.

It’s all very beautifully done, and I love the way the girls, including Rhi, are portrayed as growing strong and figuring out their own destiny rather than necessarily accepting the destiny put upon them. The characters – good and bad – are distinctively drawn and you feel the power of Rhi finding belonging and courage.

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Review of Grief in the Fourth Dimension, by Jennifer Yu

Grief in the Fourth Dimension

by Jennifer Yu
read by Tim Lounibos and Raechel Wong

Tantor Media, 2024. 8 hours, 46 minutes.
Review written November 26, 2024, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review

Grief in the Fourth Dimension features two dead teens in a white room. Kenny Zhou died months ago when his heart gave out unexpectedly, and Caroline Davison died in a car accident on a rainy day when she was in a hurry and the road was wet – and she got hit by a drunk driver.

Kenny doesn’t know how long he’s been in the room, but it responds to his wishes and thoughts. Furniture has appeared to make him comfortable and there’s a big-screen TV on the wall that shows him his parents and friends mourning at his funeral. Occasionally notes fall from the ceiling, responding to his thoughts.

And then Caroline shows up. It takes her a bit to realize she’s dead. But she quickly goes about making the room more comfortable. Although they went to the same high school, they never talked to each other. Now the TV begins showing her family and friends, too.

Kenny’s parents are worried that business in their restaurant has slumped after their son’s death. Caroline’s mother is looking for justice for the person who hit her daughter. Kenny’s best friend Iris hatches a scheme to do a memorial and fundraiser for his parents’ restaurant, and Caroline’s boyfriend and brother start spending time with each other. And Caroline and Kenny prove to have some things to work through themselves.

But then the two begin to discover limited ways they can reach out, to let their family and friends know they are watching – but with mixed results. They want to help them heal and move on and be happy.

And then it becomes clear that their deaths are much more closely entwined than either one realized, and the stakes become much higher. Can Caroline and Kenny help their loved ones make things right?

I’ve got to give a disclaimer: I don’t believe for a second that the afterlife will be like this for anyone. But it turns out to be a really fun way to tell a story about grief and about how many people are affected by one life. I was completely pulled into this novel from the start and able to grasp more nuances of the situations involved by looking at them from the eyes of Kenny and Caroline.

Oh, and while Caroline does miss her boyfriend, it was oddly refreshing to read a YA novel where kissing isn’t mentioned even once, let alone a novel about recently dead teens whose biggest regret isn’t that they wanted more sex. (Yes, I’ve read more than one novel like that. Not this one!)

A book about death that ends up being about life and about relationships.

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Review of Otherworldly, by F. T. Lukens

Otherworldly

by F. T. Lukens
read by Em Grosland, Kevin R. Free, and Natalie Naudus

Simon & Schuster Audio, 2024. 11 hours, 21 minutes.
Review written November 19, 2024, from a library eaudiobook.
Starred Review

This one charmed me. The prologue starts a bit creepily, with a witch making a bargain at a crossroads. She intends to bargain with a goddess, but instead three shades show up. The witch bargains away her soul in exchange for the secret of life – the ability to make a potion that will extend her life. When a magical familiar shows up to assist her, it’s not a cat or a bat, but a tall and handsome teenage boy.

Then chapter one of the book begins with Ellery, a teen who’s moved away from her family’s farm because after five years of winter, the farm is failing. Ellery’s impatient with her mother’s continued belief in the goddess, who clearly isn’t listening. Ellery is staying in the city with her cousin Charlie (a girl) and Charlie’s girlfriend Zada, and they’re working in the same diner as Charlie, running the dishwasher. As the book opens, Charlie alerts them that Hot Weird Guy is coming in – and we the readers recognize him as the familiar, Knox, picking up an order for the witch Arabella. Knox is friendly and open and waves at Ellery through the glass. He’s weird because he never wears clothes appropriate for the snowy weather, but he’s also definitely hot.

And then we switch to Knox’s perspective. The witch has a moment of triumph, realizing that Knox’s blood is exactly the ingredient her potion needs – and then the shades come and take her soul.

But Knox doesn’t want to go back to the Otherworld just yet, and he’s worried about how his queen (the goddess) hasn’t been answering his letters. Has she forgotten him? So he takes the potion and flees from the shades – and ends up running into Ellery in the dark behind the diner – and she ends up standing up to the shades, whom she thinks are people trying to kidnap him. Knox uses a last flash of magic and gets rid of them – for now.

Charlie and Zada are very kind people, so when Knox is obviously in trouble, they offer him a place to stay for a few days.

And that’s how Ellery gets embroiled in the otherworldly.

Knox has no magic without an active bargain, so Ellery and Knox make a bargain between themselves – Ellery will help him experience a list of fun things from the human world, and Knox will find out from supernatural sources why the winter has extended for five years.

Of course, that involves encountering more supernatural beings, which involves danger. And the having fun together indeed leads to falling in love – it’s beautiful to see.

But there are definite complications! If Knox goes back to the Otherworld, he will forget everything from the human world, because that’s his nature as a liminal being. And he will almost certainly be punished for running away from the shades. But Ellery’s not the kind of person who will let someone they love be unfairly punished.

I fell in love with the characters in this story, from Ellery the skeptic who’s still working hard to help their family, to sweet Knox, genuinely happy in human things, and to Charlie, who’s joyful chaos in human form. The story maybe sounds complicated when summarizing, but it all made sense as the book took you through it, with each complication leading to the next, and characters you wanted to keep spending time with.

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Review of Gallant, by V. E. Schwab, read by Julian Rhind-Tutt

Gallant

by V. E. Schwab
read by Julian Rhind-Tutt

Greenwillow Books, 2022. 7 hours, 41 minutes.
Review written January 4, 2023, from a library eaudiobook.

I’m not a big fan of horror, so this book was just a tad too creepy for me, but you can be sure I listened to every word.

Olivia Prior has grown up in an orphanage, unable to speak. She doesn’t know why she can’t speak when she can hear perfectly well, but she’s not able to make any sounds come out of her mouth. She’s also always been able to see ghouls. She has memories of her mother, but her main tangible connection with her mother is a journal she left with Olivia at the orphanage — a journal in which it sounds like her mother is going mad. There’s a letter to Olivia at the end of the journal, where she tells Olivia that she’ll be fine, as long as she stays away from Gallant.

Then one day a letter comes to the orphanage, claiming to be from Olivia’s uncle. He’s written to every orphanage and is begging her to come home. Olivia is more than happy to leave the orphanage, but when she arrives at the estate, the place is called Gallant. And Olivia’s uncle died a year ago. And his son, her cousin, tells her to stay away.

But the caretakers, Edgar and Hannah, are happy to have Olivia, who reminds them of her mother.

It doesn’t take long, though, to realize that terrible things are happening at Gallant. On the other side of the wall, there’s a shadow house, ruled by Death himself. The Prior family tries to keep Death on the other side, but Olivia’s presence may be throwing things off. Olivia finds another journal of her mother’s, and it casts light on who she is. On which side of the wall does Olivia’s destiny lie?

This book is atmospheric and spooky. The book has a young female protagonist, but they chose as the narrator an older gentleman with a British accent — and the choice is absolutely perfect.

It’s a creepy and haunting tale that will keep you turning pages or listening to another few minutes.

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Review of If You Could See the Sun, by Ann Liang

If You Could See the Sun

by Ann Liang

Inkyard Press, 2022. 341 pages.
Review written November 29, 2022, from my own copy, sent by the publisher for the Cybils Awards
Starred Review

This book begins when Alice Sun’s parents tell her they can only afford one more semester of the elite international school she attends in Beijing, where she vies for top scores with her nemesis Henry Li. She is the only scholarship student at the school, but half of tuition simply isn’t enough.

Then when attending classes, worried about having to leave, Alice feels completely unseen — and turns invisible. For a short period of time, she can’t see her reflection and no one can see her.

At first she turns to people for help, but no one can do anything, not even her beloved aunt. But something Henry Li says makes her wonder if she can monetize her power. So he makes an app — and people can anonymously ask the “Beijing Ghost” to do things for them in secret.

Well, it starts by working out beautifully, but the requests get more and more shady. But if Alice can earn enough money, she can pay the tuition herself and stay at her school. But how far is she willing to go? And what happens if she gets caught?

I like the way this debut author takes one paranormal situation — spontaneously turning invisible — and builds a story about it. The phenomenon is never explained, though it seems to happen when Alice feels most overlooked. The book also shines light on inequities of wealth and power. And of course there’s a nice romance.

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Review of Burn Down, Rise Up, by Vincent Tirado

Burn Down, Rise Up

by Vincent Tirado

Sourcebooks Fire, 2022. 338 pages.
Review written November 28, 2022, from my own copy, picked up at ALA Annual Conference.
2023 Pura Belpré Award Winner

Burn Down, Rise Up is a scary paranormal novel set in the Bronx. It starts with a kid frantic, raving about breaking the rules of the game. He’s got black rot coming out of him and fights off a nurse and breaks out of the hospital.

That nurse is Raquel’s Mom, and she starts getting the black rot in her own lungs and gets put into a medically-induced coma. But at school Raquel’s friend Charlize is mourning her cousin who went missing.

Raquel, Charlize, Aaron, and Mario — all friends who used to spend time together, start researching and discover a Train Challenge, also known as the Echo Game. You go into your local subway at 3:00 am, follow certain rules including staying on the train until 4:00 am. If you turn around or get off, you’re going to get caught in the Echo.

In the Bronx, the Echo takes them back to the 70s, when the Bronx burned down because of slumlords not caring about their tenants. It’s a hellscape, with wounded dead people wandering around. If you attract their attention, they attack. Charlize thinks she sees her cousin and gets off the train. So then Charlize goes missing as well — just as Raquel realizes she’s attracted to her.

The idea is imaginative — an internet challenge that risks your life. I learned a lot about the Bronx in the 70s — and many horrible things that happened because of racism.

Now, I personally, like the rules of magic to be well-defined and understandable, and this didn’t really fit that. I wasn’t quite sure how Raquel figured out what she should try to do to save the people she loved. But I was sure that Raquel was in great danger and wouldn’t lose without a fight.

Amazingly, this is a debut novel. I think it’s a sign of great things to come.

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Review of Compound Fracture, by Andrew Joseph White

Compound Fracture

by Andrew Joseph White

Peachtree Teen, 2024. 371 pages.
Review written November 19, 2024, from a library book.
Starred Review

I have gone back and forth many times as to whether to review this book. The folks who like the books I usually review shouldn’t take for granted that they’ll like this one. But let me say: The writing is stellar. The fact that I’ve been thinking about the book all day the day after I finished it says much about it.

My problem with the book? Well, it felt like a step too far when the protagonist’s friend was planning premeditated murder. It was justified! – and I didn’t like that either.

Now, the author walks the line with this incredibly well. Our protagonist is responsible for more than one death, but is not guilty of murder. And the book doesn’t end well for anyone who is guilty of murder. But there’s horrific violence here. And efforts that have been made to peacefully or politically overcome the bad guys – represented by the sheriff in this West Virginia county – are what ticks off that horrific violence. I feel like the message is: Sometimes the only way to overcome violence is with violence. And I don’t like that message or agree with it – even if it’s satisfying to see the evil ones lose in a fictional setting. (Not that the good folks aren’t traumatized along the way – I did warn you!)

The book has a wonderful sense of place, too, with pictures of coal miners on the endpapers. Miles Abernathy’s family has lived in Twist Creek County, West Virginia, for generations, and his great-great-grandfather led a coal miners’ strike – and was executed by the sheriff – the ancestor of the current sheriff – by hammering a railroad spike through his mouth.

As the book opens, Miles writes an email for his parents, telling them he’s trans, and then heads to a high school graduation party to show his friend Cooper photographic evidence he got from his dad’s safe that Sheriff Davies was the one responsible for the accident that caused Cooper’s mother’s death and Miles’ dad’s disability. Okay, that sentence was too long – but the book starts with Miles trying to do something for justice.

And that doesn’t end well. Miles gets brutally beaten and left for dead by the sheriff’s son and his two friends. In the hospital later, when Sheriff Davies talks to him, he has to pretend to have forgotten everything. But then in an encounter with one of his attackers, the other boy accidentally falls, hits his head, and dies. It was an accident, but Miles has no evidence – so Cooper helps him hide the body in the old mine. And from there… well, let’s just say that things escalate.

The author writes a letter at the front of the book, even while writing it hoping he’ll be able to change it before the book was published, but sad that he hasn’t been able to. Here’s part of that letter:

Instead, I have to write about how tough it is to be trans in America right now. By the time Compound Fracture is released, I’ll be twenty-six years old, and I’ll have seen bathroom bills, state-sponsored attempts to remove trans kids from supportive parents, crackdowns on gender-related care, and so much more. And if you’re disabled on top of it? Christ.

I guess what I’m saying is, I’m sorry it’s so difficult. We shouldn’t have to fight so hard to exist. We deserve better.

But, of course, this is a book about fighting as hard as you can. So please note that we’re going to deal with some difficult topics: graphic violence including police violence, transphobia, opioid use and withdrawal, and disturbing images. This is a book about an autistic, queer trans kid who loves his family and all the people who love him back . . . as well as all the people who want him dead. Actually, this book is kind of like moonshine. It’s gonna burn like hell going down….

If I promise you that this book has a happy ending, does that make it better? Does that make any of it easier to swallow?

And typing out that note reminds me of things I love about the book. Miles is a fully fleshed-out character and a great portrayal of an autistic, queer trans kid dealing with hard things as best he can. Another thing I love is the community portrayed in this book. There are loving parents also going through hard things, and in the end the whole community stands for what’s right.

But it’s a hard story along the way. And let me say again: Although it feels therapeutic to read about triumphing over hateful violence with violence, please don’t try this at home! I personally believe that nonviolence is more powerful in the long run.

But if this book can shine light on the injustice of targeting people who speak up against abuses of power? If it can show you a trans kid just trying to live his life (and the lovely imperfect way his family responds to his coming out)? – Then it’s doing good work.

Whatever else you think of it, this story will stick with you.

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Review of Our Crooked Hearts, by Melissa Albert

Our Crooked Hearts

by Melissa Albert

Flatiron Books, 2022. 340 pages.
Review written November 21, 2022, from a library book
Starred Review

This book is dark and haunting, and marvelously well-woven. The story has two threads: some chapters set in “The suburbs, Right now” and others set in “The city, Back then.”

The book begins in the suburbs right now with Ivy. She’s going home from a party with Nate, and she just broke up with him, but got into the car before she realized he was drunk. So when they swerve off the road after almost hitting an ethereal naked girl, she only admits to her busted lip and not the strange visitation.

But the next morning, Nate’s got a similar bruise on his face. More disturbing is the decapitated rabbit on their driveway. But when Ivy’s mother buries the rabbit and takes the teeth, Ivy starts wondering what’s going on.

But the chapters in the city back then are about Ivy’s mother, Dana, and her friend Fee. They discovered that magic is real. But when another girl, Marion, gets into their circle, she wants to take things deeper and darker.

As the reader progresses through the book, we gradually find out what happened back then and how it’s impacting what’s happening now. And the chances are high that the impact won’t be a good thing.

It adds up to a haunting novel about magic and motherhood, identity and memory. With lots of sinister moments.

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