Imposter Syndrome
and Other Confessions of Alejandra Kim
by Patricia Park
Crown, 2023. 294 pages.
Review written March 4, 2023, from a library book
Starred Review
Well, today I learned a lesson that I also learned when I was on the Newbery: Read the author bio *first*!
Here’s the thing: I’m on the Morris Award Committee this year. Our mission is to find the best Young Adult Debut book of the year. The trouble is, our definition of “debut” is different from the publishing industry’s definition of “debut.” It can’t be just an author’s first young adult book — it has to be their very first published book.
So, I was reading this book on a Saturday off, and I’d turned down an invitation so I could spend my day at home reading. I was three-fourths of the way through and was thinking that the book is excellent and might be worth nominating for the award (This means the entire committee will read it.), and then I glanced at the author’s bio on the back flap and read the words, “and the author of the acclaimed adult novel Re Jane.” Oops!
But my time wasn’t wasted — this was an excellent book, and I thoroughly enjoyed it, and, yes, I finished it. And now, since it’s not eligible for the Morris Award, I can tell you about it.
The narrator catches your attention with her opening paragraph:
When you have a name like Alejandra Kim, teachers always stare at you like you’re a typo on the attendance sheet. Each school year, without fail, they look at my face and the roster and back again, like they can’t compute my super-Korean face and my super-Spanish first name. Multiply that by eight different teachers for eight periods a day, and boom: welcome to my life at Quaker Oats Prep.
We learn in her “Origin Story” first chapter that Alejandra was born in America, but both her parents were born in Argentina, and all of their parents were born in Korea. So she’s from Latinx culture, with Korean appearance.
She’s a scholarship student and a senior at a Quaker-sponsored prep school. Her father died eight months ago, and her mother is working extra jobs to help pay 10% of Alejandra’s tuition. Now that she’s a senior, Ally just wants to get into a good college (she has one in mind) and get away from New York City.
Then a big name author comes to teach their Creative Writing class, and when he sees Alejandra’s name, makes a veiled racist comment. Later, when Ally’s best friend hears about it, she takes up her friend’s cause — without asking Ally — and makes a big issue out of it.
Meanwhile, her best friend in the neighborhood has returned from visiting his grandmother in the Dominican Republic — and he has somehow gotten much more attractive while he was gone. But Ally keeps her two worlds apart and doesn’t know how much to tell him about what she’s dealing with at school.
None of that sounds as interesting when I summarize it as it did when I was reading it. If you like books about contemporary teens at all, this one pulls you into the story of an Argentine Korean American who’s missing her dad, and thinking about how she wants her life to go beyond high school in a world that doesn’t know what to make of her.
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